SERIOUSLY this is the LAST time I'm gonna give you a chance to say anything so PLEASE put in ur input weather you watch me or not so PLEASE just SAY IT, do you WANT THEM or NOT?




Hey, any of you who STILL watch me or watever, I want to know, do any of you care about the two "book of memories" poems?

I'm planning on deleting them since the were written for someone who doesnt even acknowledge that I exist anymore.

SPEAK UP NOW PEOPLE

And if there are any other that you DO NOT want to see deleted, speak up so I know in the future!!!

no one gives a damn..... why do I even have this thing?

Done with the dentist for a while... all fillings done.... wow...

still working on story... lost the will to do it.....

Like anyone really reads my stuff anymore.... but I hope to be adding new poems...and POSSIBLY and I said POSSIBLY two stories.... It depends on if I can start Aura and if I can get a title for my other story... if you want to help me brainstorm.. comment on this saying so and I will send you a note about what its about.

I give up on people... no one EVER changes... even when they promise.... or when you THINK they turned around... they have been going behind ur back...... I dont know who to trust anymore.....

And I'm also sick of you pretenders out there.... just pretending to be my friend..... and then not even TRYING anymore.... not saying a word... hardly talking to me... NOT trusting me to talk to... that really fucking HURTS people.... I WANT trust... I WANT to help people... I WANT to love and be loved back... I want the simplest fucking things in life and thats the ONE THING I CANT HAVE!!!!

Because OTHER PEOPLE keep screwing it up for me!!!

WTF is wrong with this world!?

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sidenote.... still looking for LFD players...........